Tuesday, January 23, 2007
should i stay or should i go?
ahhh..it's getting late and i've just completed a stupid poem about this stupid slave.in fact it's so corny it's kinda brightening up my night.haha.whatever=)
today.hasn't at all been a smooth day for me luh.alot of things weighing on my mind.learning the stupid set piece for syf sure didn't help.in fact it did.it helped to make things worse.screw phoon blah blah whatever yur chinese name is.how can you sing a song without words?a horrible funny tuney one at that.
mm anw.about the weighing my mind issues.yes.there is quite a few.to start with, i'm not exactly a very happy sick girl anymore.i'm just sick.plus miserable if i might add.i mean like omg.one minute you actually think you like me but the other you're actually not sure.i don't blame you luh but it's just very wth.
I HAFTA STOP LIKING YOU IT'S DRAINING.it's like.i'm confused.i don't even know what's going on.so if i ignore you i'm sorry but i'm just feeling as much confused as you are(or at least i think you do)and i don't have a clue what i'm supposed to do next.
boys the girls.the moral of the story for today is to NEVER.EVER.have a crush on someone in class.and pls don't pray that he ends up in the same class as you before you even get posted.it kinda sucks when you here other ppl teasing him with another girl.okayy so i'm jealous.so what?i mean i have feelings what right.on the other hand i still do wanna get close to you.it's like wtf to repel or to not repel??
all of a sudden i wish i could be a random magnet.you and me.with random poles.also wanting it to repel.but hoping it would attract.BLEAGH.i'm sucha loser.i can't even stare at you in the eye anymore.although i must say yur eyes are captivating.so like.deep.it's like.THE STARE.you know.no?fine.
ALSO.i also found out that there's a possibility that boon hasn't actually forgotten me yet?WOW.what a miracle.i seriously thought he would mean more to me than i too him.but what do you know.hohoho.shit.no hohoho.hohoho is like.chinho.ah wttffff!!
mm.i really still wanna catch boon's gig though.but i was supposed to go with conan.bleagh.maybe i'll just go with po although i haven't actually met him yet.once again i would like to stress what a messy loser i am.
end of discussion.
-standing in the frontyard thinking bout how i'm sucha fool-
Posted by char at 10:37 PM